I'm done with it

Do you have the time to listen to me whine
About nothing and everything all at once
I am on oh those
Melodramatic fools
Neurotic to the bone no doubt about it

Sometimes i give myself the creeps
Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
It all keeps adding up
I think I'm cracking up
Am I just paranoid?
I'm just stoned

I went to a shrink
To analyze my dreams
She says it's lack of sex that's bringing me down
I went to a whore
He said my live's a bore
And quit no whining cause it's bringing her down

Grasping to control
So you better hold on

These truly explains how I feel right now

Light of Masochist!

Detest me? Angry with me? Hate me? Wanna badmouth about me? Look I'll give u the green light,go ahead!

Empty Promises

Don't worry you got my back,anything can come and find me.
I'll always be there for you when you're down.
Next time you need a partner to drink with,inform me I'll be there.
Text me if you need help.

These are the words that I've heard much and whenever I turn to it,it failed me.
It actually proved my point,Talk are cheap,actions are confirmation.It's actually much better to have 1 best friends compared to a bunch of it,At least you know you can count on them.What's the point they turn you away when they ever promise you what they preach? Makes no sense isn't it?....Is hard to find someone who intertwine with,and its hard realized such acquittance . Hypocrites

Easier said then done

Chances doesn't come by easily,but the Jetset life could kill you, it is wise that you execute before it disappear. No doubt some things are easier said than done. Do believe that God led you to the correct path of life,things that he planned aren't meant to kill you but put you through whatever there is best in life. Because at the end of the day you would always say Sugar we're going down. I do believe that life is all about gaining experience that God has to offer.Yes,society is cruel,these people hearts are black,selfish mindless self indulgence always.Its not a matter how hard you hit,its how hard you can take,at the end of the day you fail all you have to say is Screw You! and continue your life...

Happy Holidays

Merry X'mas and Happy Holidays!
Have finish writing 3 new songs! Need to record it soon,was thinking about getting an iMac to record it (Garageband),since its easy to use! You'll be surprise the melody and lyrics that I wrote.

Well actually

Hi it's me YS. It's hard to make friends,and it's even harder to end it when you want to. There are reasons behind why people chose to drift apart from one another.

Some people surface the problem and fix it,but I rather not. No matter how hard you try you just doesn't seem fit, so you chose to drift away. When they need you, you know what to do, you be there for them, shoulder them. But when it's vice-versa, they walked away, leaving you alone.

Question, why do you even need them? I've grown up,my thinking is much more straighten, my attitude may change or may not.That night I really gave a deep thought about it,and God gave me an answer-Scars may fade due to time.

It's me Tan yen suan

re-created blog due to some influence by buddies around me you should know who you are! It's M&M (Marcus&Matthew)